Ramadan 1
There is a means of kindness I find myself surrounded by at the moment. A sense of ease is endured and I know how my Lord has opened the special door. This is the month of Ramadan and there is nothing but khair everywhere for a believer.
The words I am pondering over today are kindness and compassion. And there's no one more kind than my Lord. Subhanallah!
My lord, this sinner has reached again at the doorstep of another blessed Ramadan. You are kind and beyond to have let me cross Sha'aban. Ya Allah, my prayers are for the ease of my heart, soul, mind and body. I want Your peace to shower me. And so let this slave of yours surrender.
Firstly my thoughts that needs a fitnah filter. Because You, my Lord, know how troublesome my thoughts can be. Ease them with Your peace as I submit my thoughts at your decree. Secondly my heart and its spaces. Fill them with Your Love and Possessiveness. Nothing else shall possess this heart unless You decree upon me. Ya Allah, wash away the black spots. Purify each of them every time I seek Your forgiveness. This heart has a void and that shall be your abode. If Allah wills. Ya Rahman, make my body a symbol of your faith and nothing more. Make it an identity of your ownership over it. This humble soul shall require nothing but Your pleasure. Ya Allah, this soul that I am sent down with is entirely Yours and so when You are extremely pleased with it, carry it away to a place of eternity. Where in this soul finds shelter, right under Your throne. Ya Gaffar, forgive this soul. Forgive the eyes, ears, tongue, hands, legs, and every atom of this being. May your kindness and compassion weigh more than this sinners act.
Let me by Your sole will take each step towards Your Jannah. Let each word I write be tomorrow a witness for the good in me if You will. Let me be Your favourite soul that is blessed by Your Mercy
Aameen Ya Rabb.
