2.4.2021- Risks and Consequences
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HIBA
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Today could mark the first step, of what is and will be always wrote down in history as a moment i learnt to make decisions and stick to them. The consequences following this are scary, that makes me want to run back to my cocoon of comforts. Where there is no fear of the unpredictablity life would shower down me with. This urge to break out of my own comfrotness is what scares me. But i feel if i don't take this risk i might succumb to something worse. And that is hella scary. I have come to realise how my mind never settles and so when my body is confirmed into a place it erupts and causes a chaos of conflicts. (Ugh! That sentence was raw and pure and an ornated form of weaving words. So don't be immersed in it's beauty for heaven sake.)
So this is the beginning, of risks and consequences. and may God be with me. And may i be with my Lord more than anything. May i not forget what it is to be a believer in this journey, for that's only what has kept me sane so far.
[2.4.2021
Off to Wayanad alone for the first time. I visited Wayanad when i was 15 and the place has since then had a huge place within me. Today about a decade later i make it there by myself. My lord, grant me khair through th journey. I love you and on you alone i depend.]
