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Saturday, September 28, 2013

wish i could......

Posted by HIBA on 9:35 PM in poems,

Wish I could...but I simply cant......
you did change me...and that to from bad to good
and when you need me...I am forced to be unseen..
not so I like it...but circumstances at present has lead me to...
so please don’t misunderstand...and think am ignoring you
and I promise I will be there...just let me get through this now...
so please have some tolerance...
people who I thought I would never even know in my life...
have become so close..
and you are one among them...
and people whom I thought will always be there by my side....
have ignored me always...
so you who changed me....I will be there by your side….if god wills….

(THIS HAPPENS TO BE ONE OF MY OLD POEMS!!!)

Saturday, September 21, 2013

yell it out now....!!!!

Posted by HIBA on 9:55 PM in articles,

just be open and tell it out..or yell it out. we all have the habit of taking life for granted and keep many things for tomorrow. telling someone what they mean to you or apologizing for doing some wrong. who knows what is going to happen tomorrow, so live in the present and let out yourself…else we will be the one regretting!!! maybe it could change your world or its not worth but the main thing is you let it out of your heart!! be it a I LOVE YOU or a SORRY yell it now and you will feel awesome!!! :P

Friday, September 20, 2013

move on coz life goes on.......

Posted by HIBA on 12:25 AM in articles,

we feel they are going to stay beside you forever!!! as if they will forgive you for all you nuisance. but we think wrong!!! once they are hurt no matter if you were BFF’S they are gonna ignore you and you are left alone and have to pretend everything is fine. my life taught me a big lesson, if you made a mistake and your friends don’t forgive you then move on….coz life isn't ending there…….they will ignore you, you will do the same and it is all gonna happen and the best part is life will go on!!! so smile and treat yourself with some self respect!!! :)

Saturday, July 27, 2013

SUICIDE

Posted by HIBA on 10:54 PM in poems,

What my fate turned out to be

Every time I step out,

I see something that doesn't belong here.

Something that was not to born here.

And that is when I recognize,

It is my own reflection.

Like an angel my mother brought me up,

But in return I could give was a devil.

Life never was vivid for me.

Every time I listen to the screams,

I even think I was to be killed.

Living like a dead body

Be nothing but my fate

Of all the beauty I have seen it was my

Mom’s eyes I fascinated,

She turned mad when she knew

Her only angel was not up to good

She ran over proving

That rumor was rumor

And for me to do was

To leave forever.

I was thrown by many, beaten by other.

Some took me for pleasure

while other to finish their anger.

Whatever it was I was skin and bone

Not knowing what to do

I walk around

Crying for what I lost

But the most

Was my mother....

At last I knew what to do

I found it near the river.

And that was what I did

Suicide...

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

FAITH, WHERE ARE YOU?????

Posted by HIBA on 12:58 AM in articles,

Since the start of this year I had a familiar and a similar routine. But today there was a small change.

I was fasting today. Well for us Muslims it Sunnah to fast on Thursdays and Mondays. So today I woke up and cleaned up myself and walked straight to the kitchen and then I realized I was fasting. The other day I was really restless wondering how it would be for me to fast this summer in the desert land of Saudi Arabia. Well Alhamdulillah I managed and I really wish it goes the same in the month of Ramadan. I remember learning in my Qur’an classes that the main thing required is faith in our lord and I guess that is what helped me today.

This thought made me take to different times in my life when I had lost faith in my friends, family, my lord, me myself. To be honest if I had faith in me myself then maybe by now my first book would have been published. :(

We all tend to lose faith in ourselves easily. It could be a inner thing in us pulling us back and keeping us away from achieving it. I believe it’s the game of Satan because seeing us achieve something good is way out of Satan’s league!!

The thing is that achieving something good is always tough. First thing we need to have inside us is faith in our creator. I am an ardent believer of the quote that " NOT A LEAF MOVE WITHOUT GOD'S WILL". Well it is the truth.

We all feel that we humans are the most powerful ones on this planet and that there is nothing impossible for us to do. I agree with this statement. But something that we tend to forget or ignore is that without the ALMIGHTY nothing is possible and that everything is possible mainly because of our creator.

Having faith in our creator is not an easy step because we have to develop certain belief in us and it does not come easily. We need to believe that there exists something that is perfect and is GOD ALMIGHTY. Next thing is that praying to him asking for anything and everything that is acceptable. We people remember god only when we need him. This is something we have to change. So let us believe and pray to lord and develop faith in him first and then in ourselves.

After all there is nothing impossible with him around!!!

That is it for today folks and do include me in all your prayers!!! J

(I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO PUBLISH MY DIARY TOMORROW BECAUSE MY GRANNY IS FLYING BACK AND I WILL BE A BIT BUSTY THERE!! SOWWIE!! IN SHA ALLAH WILL POST SOON!! J )

Monday, July 8, 2013

I WANT MORE AND MORE.......AND MORE!!!

Posted by HIBA on 1:20 AM in articles,

Hello people, well I thought from today onward I will include a new stuff! And that is more like a diary. Well I would write down one thing that made me think on the specific day and share my views on that!

7/7/2013

My mom and I went to meet one of her friend who is also her student. I knew the woman as mom’s student but nothing more than that. We reached her home and I was shocked! The lady who smiled and who seems to be so satisfied with her life lives in a one bedroom apartment with two kids!!! I felt sad for them.

I started thinking about all the comforts of my life. I have a whole room that I still hate to share with my brother when that woman and her husband and her two kids sleep in one room! I have a study table, a bed that I don’t have to share with anyone and many other blessings from lord. I went back to all those times I was sitting and complaining about not having a better home when what I actually have is luxuries in reality.

Its normal for a human everyone say, to want more in life. We all are never satisfied with what exist in our hand but we want more.

It’s a fact, I agree. But can’t we actually bring a change to the fact. Can’t we actually keep away the greediness inside us? Shut it away and lock it up and never bring it back. We can change ourselves if we want to. After all nothing is impossible!!

So let us all try to bring a change into the world and let us learn to be happy with what we have!!!

That is it for today folks….hope I could spread a good message to you all!! J

Thursday, May 9, 2013

HIJAB, UNDERSTAND DON’T UNDERESTIMATE!!!

Posted by HIBA on 4:38 PM in articles,

Well I have been living my entire teenage life wearing a piece of cloth on my head which is called as the "hijab".
I was taught from young what women have to cover and what men should cover and yes the piece of cloth is important. But the thing is that the societies in general see this as a source of weapon to kill people or to oppress women and to restrict their freedom. The media has depicted woman who cover as old fashioned people or those who don’t have a value or class in this modern world.

The actual reason why Muslim woman cover them self up and tie a cloth around them self is not because they are afraid of the public or not because of fear of the opposite gender, it is just because they are listening to their lord and after all he knows the best.
Many Muslim sisters are afraid to follow the hijab fearing that the public might not accept them. Yes, it is tough to get into a famous company with that cloth on your head, it is going to be tough to sit among a group of friend wearing full sleeves, it is going to be tough to explain why you cover up like this.
But always we should remember that at the end it doesn’t matter if the public was happy but if Allah the almighty was happy.
When talking about men, lowering their gaze in front of a mahram is their hijab. Honestly speaking the hijab for men is really tough to follow because this is not a piece of cloth they have to wear but to put their eyes when they see a lady!!!
Many men have succeeded in fulfilling this but majority cannot. They might not even realize the fact that they are admiring a woman, because their hormones are jumping around!! When the hijab of a woman is something the world keeps on talking about the hijab of men are not. One thing we should realize is that these two hijab if properly followed can only lead to a better place. The female gender cannot expose them self and ask the men not to look at, that would be like keeping a bone in front if a dog and asking it not to touch!! Neither can the men ask the woman to cover her face or sit back at home so that they don’t have to the female specie anywhere out.

Another misunderstanding is about woman covering their face. Islam has not made it important for a woman to cover her face, it is totally her wish and liking and therefore if woman goes out in proper hijab without covering her face there is nothing she is going to be punished for. Moreover men have no right to force women to cover their face just because they have their hormone jumping all around. So to my brothers I want to tell that please just because you can’t lower your gaze don’t force women to cover up their face, and to all my Muslim sisters and brothers I want to tell one thing, the whole of mankind may reject you, but their creator has already accepted you!!!!