Healing is (not) static
Time never was kind. It's duty is to keep moving and drag you along with it. If you expect to pause, you are at loss. You are insane. Time walks and you are to walk. The breaking of the heart moves on and heals along with time. But you've to move along. Grasping onto time and pulling it is going to hurt.
Move on. Love isn't static, neither is a broken you.