I WISH I COULD KILL MYSELF!!.......HERE TAKE THE BLADE..GO ON...BYE!!!!
As
a child one of the scariest things I used to hear was about death. Well I believe
in death and am sure I have to leave this world one day. But that is only when
The Almighty is sure that am no more needed in this world. Until then my
naughty brother...am going to be here*wicked laugh*.
Life is the best gift we have got from God
Almighty. If he gave us life then there is some reason behind it. He never
created anything simply to this world. I personally believe that God Almighty
has all our stories already written and what we are now doing is enacting it
out and tomorrow for what we will be rated. Just like what happen in the film
industry, someone to write down the script, great celebrities to act it out,
and many award juries to rate it out and award them. But the difference
is that movies take maximum 2 hours but our life is a looooong journey for some
and a tiny one for others. All matters is what you do in between.
I
have heard people tell about killing themselves because they have lost 10 marks
in an exam or some who just wanna die because life ain't giving them anything to
“enjoy”. Now let me ask you guys define enjoyment. According to the great going
to be writer (IN SHA ALLAH, i will be one) it means anything that makes you feel calm and cool
and back to normal. So you are telling me that your life isn't normal??? Then you
got to see a councilor, now if you are near to me I am ready to help you with a smiling face. Some girls back in my school feel that since
their parents don’t listen to them they have nothing in life. Why do my friends
forget the fact that they have a MOM and DAD!!!!??????? Many out there don’t
have that, now I too used to whine about my parents not giving me much
attention. Then I thought, if they didn't give me attention then why would they
bring me up so nicely?? So it is just us thinking like that but they do.
Now
days it has become a trend to write “ SUICIDE LETTERS” OMG!! Now what is
that?????????? I too was in a similar situation when my friend showed me one. I
really felt like laughing which I actually did. First off all a 16 year old
girl like her doing it really freaked me out as well as made me laugh. Well the
content is more stupid, it is all about how thankful I am to all my friends and
mostly some tragic lines copied from some random sad book which will be the
reason for suicide.
What
I want to tell is that we have small things to do in this world, and until god
calls us why leave from this place??? Would you actually die coz you lost 10
marks or because your best friend stopped talking to you??? Not me!! You have a
life and you got to show all those people that you can live even if they
threaten you to die because god is the one who decides when you die. So next
time you hear a friend of yours telling you that she wanna kill herself just
give her a knife and ask her to do it, I am sure she will never say those words
again. We will be backed many times, hurt many times but it is how we see life
that gives the result.
