RANTS OF A DISAPPOINTED STUDENT!!

Sometimes it is hard to believe when certain things happen all of a sudden. I am going through a mixture of emotions and worries and more of anxiety of what the future beholds.

Education system has come to the worst I should say. The way the whole teacher student relation has turned to teacher-principle-management-student! And it is horrible. The fact that I cannot have one of my favourite teachers back to class teaching me on a daily basis actually makes me cry. Thinking of o more actually teaching happening make me feel like dropping college. What is the use of learning for three years and acquiring knowledge if the there is no learning.

I still don’t understand the point where the management plans to keep the teachers who are-I should use this word- useless and fire those that took the effort to provide us something good. I am disappointed, very much. I really wish I can do something. I promise I will. If I have taken up this course it is on a basis to learn something new from it, and it is my right. As long as I am restricted from my rights who so be it I will react to my limits.

Back in school I was scolded for throwing litter in the corridor and now I witness my college planning to build a centre in our very own OPEN AIR. It’s a fact many might ask what emotional attachment I have to that place, the fact Is I do have attachment towards nature. Be it I studied here for three months or for three years, mother earth is still the same for me.

I pity the people working behind all this. The man who found the college had some awesome thoughts and views, but right now many are displaced and misplaced.

What so ever be it, don’t forget oh people, the coming generation does not sit quietly as you think, they may have their head down 24/7, but if there is an issue to be discussed we all are ready with our heads risen high up.

After all we the students are here to STUDY, SERVE and STRUGGLE! J

A TRIP THAT BROUGHT ME CLOSER TO GOD

I was expecting a no by all means when I called my mom. I so badly wanted to go on a small trip. I wanted to be there celebrating Onam at my hostel mate’s place. So when I dialled my mom’s number I was having my fingers crossed just so I hope she says a yes. For some odd reason I got the permission to visit WAYANAD! One night spend there could be worth all the risk I took. I know I live in a society where a girl is questioned for everything she do. And I thank my parents and above all my lord for blessing me with this life. Had it not been for such awesome parents I would not have been permitted to go travelling. So thanks mom and dad.

Wayanad was a memory for me. Four years back a camp that sort of changed hell a lot in my life. Memories were reborn the moment I started travelling. The weather at this time of year in Wayanad is my all time favourite weather. Pretty much cold and sunny with a bit of rain here and there. I travelled by bus and at the last moment my elder bro was ready to accompany me just for the bus ride.

Onam celebration was ending when I reached my friend’s place. Still the SADHYA served in the banana leaf and all the variety curries spread....yummy!! I also met some great people out there. I felt homely. Having parents abroad and being here alone, the people over there made me feel like I was at my own place. The relations between each member in the family made me fall in love with everything Wayanad had to provide. I was not surprised to see such a great family; I was happy, Happy to know that I am blessed somehow.

Though it was a short stay there I got closer to my lord. I was given the chance to make myself evaluate me. The way back home I thought about me, about my flaws, my dreams, my achievements, my fears. I was speechless!

I still cannot believe that a trip could provide me with so much. Family bonds, nature, relations, patience etc was brought in view to me.

Probably many reading this will be wondering if I landed from the Stone Age. Maybe I did, or maybe I love what I experienced. If I get the chance to spend some more days there, I would go back for sure. I would love to stay there and enjoy every minute. It is not easy but I still won’t mind.

Thanks to my friends for a great time and let your families know big thanks for all the love and care.

Thank you umma and uppa for letting me have some good time. Thank you, Shabana for encouraging me to go with you.

Thank you, Allah for providing me with an opportunity to get closer to you. I love you!

A STEP TO THE NEXT DESTINATION

SALAAM FRIENDS

My friend informed me that our school is reopening tomorrow. I was happy to know that IISD is gonna be back to full of activities. At the same time i was sad realizing the fact that i won’t be going back there a student. Last year on the day before i was off to school i was lazy, lazy to pack my bag, to iron my uniforms etc. It was all messed p and i literally cursed IISD for opening so soon. Now the blue and white salwar, the green painted walls, those tables and chairs....all seem to be the best memory of my childhood. I cant believe that i am no more a school student.

It has been a month my college started and i have had a lot of good and amazing memories. I already made some great friends both inside and outside the campus. It is surprising how a month of my life could be spend with so much to remember for a life long time. Roaming around the city with friends, malls, hostel nights, movies, classmates, photos, bunking, partying, studies, presentations,elections, debates, fights,friendship every thing happened in a month. I don't have any regret regarding that fact that i chose to study here. I love it here.

School taught me how it was a child. And life here teaches me more than that. It is a big step but still something worth taken.

I thank god for putting me through all the stages i have gone through. Thank my parents for looking after a rebellious child like me. I know how short tempered i am with my family, but still they have taken me as i am!

My life now, alhamdulillah is good. I might be away from my parents and siblings but still everything is smooth and nice.

As my fellow juniors are off to school tomorrow i want you all to know that school life is the first destination in the journey of your life. enjoy and learn.

Thank you!

God bless

Infinity and Beyond

Peace!

SPREAD PEACE!!

Salaaam to all!!

This is to my brothers and sisters out there. I know how really distracted and irritated to a point we all are. The fact that MODI SIR is winning. But let us put it this way. He isn’t any god. He isn’t any super natural human being. He is just another creation of GOD ALMIGHTY. So calling him names or cursing him has nothing good to do to us or him. maybe if we keep on cursing and calling him names his bad deeds may be subtracted and ours added. We all know how our prophets waited. I would  like to remind you all of a story during our prophet’s (Pbuh) time.

There was this girl who would throw garbage at our prophet (pbuh) all day. She would wait for him to come and do what pleases her. One day our beloved prophet could not find her. She was absent. He Inquired about her and found she was ill.He went to Her place and prayed for her. Now how many of us have this sort of patience and humility. How many of us have at least the good in us to keep silent.

After all the hadith is “SPEAK GOOD OR PRACTICE SILENCE”. SO WHY MY SISTERS AND BROTHERS SHOULD WE SPEAK EVIL ABOUT HIM??

If we don’t show the true side of our religion then we will be the ones paying for it. And modi coming into power should never irritate us. Coz he is in power coz Allah wants him to be. Let us leave it to Allah. After all modi is nothing in front of Allah. We all are nothing in front of our lord.

So my sisters and brothers, don’t lower your standards to those by speaking evil about them. He might be doing bad, but why should you go down to his level by talking bad about him?? that doesn’t even sound like sensible!!

So stop swearing and let us spread Islam.

If anyone of you think I support him, nope I don’t. I support secularism and peace, and I support in the rule of my lord. In sha Allah, India will live in peace someday!

All we have to do is pray and leave the rest the almighty!

Do share this and spread the word of peace!!! J

Thank you

Peace

Keep smiling

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TRUTH- IT DOES NO BAD

salaam people!!!

How many times have we not told the truth just so to be safe? How many times have we hid things that we didn’t want someone to find out about us?

What good does it do to us? How long can we keep it a secret? Does it do any good for our permanent life?

Well the fact is; no, it does no good to us.

We barely think before lying, the consequences, the impact it would have later on, etc.But on the other side truth might create a temporary crash in our life, but it will recover as time passes. It shows that we are not coward, that we are courageous enough to be honest and truthful.