I WISH I COULD KILL MYSELF!!.......HERE TAKE THE BLADE..GO ON...BYE!!!!

As a child one of the scariest things I used to hear was about death. Well I believe in death and am sure I have to leave this world one day. But that is only when The Almighty is sure that am no more needed in this world. Until then my naughty brother...am going to be here*wicked laugh*. 

Life is the best gift we have got from God Almighty. If he gave us life then there is some reason behind it. He never created anything simply to this world. I personally believe that God Almighty has all our stories already written and what we are now doing is enacting it out and tomorrow for what we will be rated. Just like what happen in the film industry, someone to write down the script, great celebrities to act it out, and many award juries to rate it out and award them. But the difference is that movies take maximum 2 hours but our life is a looooong journey for some and a tiny one for others. All matters is what you do in between.

I have heard people tell about killing themselves because they have lost 10 marks in an exam or some who just wanna die because life ain't giving them anything to “enjoy”. Now let me ask you guys define enjoyment. According to the great going to be writer (IN SHA ALLAH, i will be one) it means anything that makes you feel calm and cool and back to normal. So you are telling me that your life isn't normal??? Then you got to see a councilor, now if you are near to me I am ready to help you with a smiling face.  Some girls back in my school feel that since their parents don’t listen to them they have nothing in life. Why do my friends forget the fact that they have a MOM and DAD!!!!??????? Many out there don’t have that, now I too used to whine about my parents not giving me much attention. Then I thought, if they didn't give me attention then why would they bring me up so nicely?? So it is just us thinking like that but they do.

Now days it has become a trend to write “ SUICIDE LETTERS” OMG!! Now what is that?????????? I too was in a similar situation when my friend showed me one. I really felt like laughing which I actually did. First off all a 16 year old girl like her doing it really freaked me out as well as made me laugh. Well the content is more stupid, it is all about how thankful I am to all my friends and mostly some tragic lines copied from some random sad book which will be the reason for suicide.

What I want to tell is that we have small things to do in this world, and until god calls us why leave from this place??? Would you actually die coz you lost 10 marks or because your best friend stopped talking to you??? Not me!! You have a life and you got to show all those people that you can live even if they threaten you to die because god is the one who decides when you die. So next time you hear a friend of yours telling you that she wanna kill herself just give her a knife and ask her to do it, I am sure she will never say those words again. We will be backed many times, hurt many times but it is how we see life that gives the result. 

WALK BESIDE A FRIEND WHO OWNS A HEART AND NOT ONE WHO OWNS A PALACE!!!

Now my thoughts went back to my child-hood, where all the girls and boys in my class were my friends. No one to dislike (we didn't know what it meant those days), no one to stay away from. All were friends, but still we did fight when someone took our pencil and there would be an “I am not going to talk to you anymore” thing there, but as usual it lasted for a day, sometimes even half a day of school and we would be back to friends. Those were the free days when we had nothing to worry about, just live a careless innocent life. What happened now, some girls don’t exist or are they simply marked as invisible because their father can’t buy them a 200 riyal dress, or because they don’t know who “ONE DIRECTION” is???

As I wander around the corridors with my friends I notice girls walking alone. According to me and my personnel interest, break times are to eat and talk and roam around. Then why are these girls walking alone? Don’t they have friends? When I was back in 6th grade I used to have this girl in my class, she was a fits patient. I never knew she was one and I felt her to be weird, I didn't talk to her much in the first, but once when an incident took place in the class and we girls came to know about her many said she was mad many felt pity. I just thought for a minute, how would I have felt if I was in her place. We became good friends after that and unfortunately she left after a year.

Why girls and boys are lonely, why can’t we be friends with them? Most of the gals and guys who walk alone are because they don’t like the world or the world doesn't like them!! Well according to my point of view. What harm would it do if we bring one among them to our group of friends, treat them same as one among us. Now I don’t completely tell that every one of us is like that.

Imagine any one of us in a state like that; there would be nothing worse than that. I mean why we forget that all the luxuries in life are for today, and tomorrow we have to go under earth, even if it was the Oscar award winner or a 500 riyal salary guy, both has to go to the same earth. Why don’t we understand that life here is merely an examination and the real life is hereafter??

So friends, next time you see a girl or a guy walking alone in school corridors, why don’t we all at least smile??  And I don’t tell all rich gals and guys are the same!!!......:)

"WHY BE SAD WHEN LIFE GIVES US MILLION THINGS TO SMILE!!!!"

I have always wondered why i see people around me being constantly sad. In a world which can fulfill our whole wishes and dreams why are still people sad? I don't know how many of my friends out there have thought about it. I came across this person in my life who actually is the reason why i am writing this. Her life shows everyone how to move forward even if you have been threatened to die. She is a best friend of mine.
Well she shocked me telling her life story because she was the most normal girl i had ever seen in my life.

After telling her story i was half in tears half angry at all those people who made her cry. She hugged me and asked, Why be sad when life gives you million reasons to smile. Her attitude is like that, no matter what happens in life just keep smiling. Now guys tell me, we all have felt sad many times. Some people forget it in a day, some takes weeks and some keep weeping about it. Now i ask, is it natural to weep about your past. According to me it is at times, but not your whole life time. Maybe a day. The next day we should be back to normal. Everytime i feel sad i just think of chocolates and kids. I know the two seems kiddish. Its a magic, how much ever sad we are, a child's innocent smile can bring a smile on our face (happens to me always). About the first one, its my personel favourite. Some people have a tendency to feel that life is over after anything bad happens to them. What they forget is that life has much more interesting chapter waiting for them. There are kids in my school who feel that they are a waste if a teacher scolds them or if they get less marks. But friends we all tend to forget intentionally or unintenionally that God Almighty is watching upon us, helping us. Sometimes we feel lonely, actually it us just that god wants you to be alone with him for sometime or he knows that you can deal it alone. I personally beleive that life is all about fantasy. So live life to the fullest.....and friends don't forget to look at a child when you are sad the next time. :-)

LIFE CHANGES EVERY PACE...

WORSE THAN ANYTHING